This is Susan Nicks~my first spiritual teacher~she taught me that everything I needed to know, I had learned in kindergarten. I don’t believe our paths crossed, by accident. I do believe in God. God is alive and God lives through me.
Just the other day I had the feeling of looking to my future. Today I have the feeling of looking back. It has been quite a year. Like every year, there’s always good happening and things that are not so good. What I have come to realize is, it’s what I focus on the most, is going to determine the overall mood of my life. So,why not focus on the good? It’s a choice.
There was a time in my life, when I can honestly say that I did not possess that choice. I was ruled by all things external.
Due to circumstances, I found myself in the company of people who knew a better way to live. It involved becoming unenmeshed. I do not have to be homogenous with those around me.
When people call you rebellious or lazy, what they are saying is, they cannot control you.
It was required in my home, for everyone to think along the same lines: to do things in a unified time frame. That was impossible for me. Not only with my family of origin, but in other social settings. I always wondered, why in the world should I wear my hair like that, or drive a car like that, or live in a house like that. Just to be like everyone else?
However, if you’re the odd man/woman out, it can be a trial to say the least.
Then, it happened, for me, “when the student is ready, the teacher will appear”.
I learned to ~ Let Go and Let God ~ One Day at a Time ~Relax. I let life unfold; I practice, Live and Let Live ~ To Thine Own Self Be True ~ Love and Service…People First, Money Second (Suzie Orman). And in the words of Scarlett O’Hara, “Why do today, what you can put off until tomorrow” ~ Slow down you move to fast, you’ve got to make the morning last (Paul Simon) ~ have a good day, it’s really all you have (me).
Life is not a competition.
For twenty-four years, I have made New Years’ Resolutions. I know what I am going to resolve, in my life, this year. In looking back, I feel strong in looking forward. And whatever I do, I don’t have to do it alone.
If I have a choice, which I do, then, why not?
5 thoughts on “Looking back~”
Yes! Yes! Yes! and one more for good measure: YES!!!
Hello Flo, I am replying to this as it seems to be a part of blogging. I’m learning. poco a poco
Thanks for expressing..
thanks for the comment….yes, that’s exactly what I was doing. Writing is a lot like painting.