Woe – Black Bottom

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It was about fifteen years ago, maybe longer when the goat, a neighbor, told me about Black Bottom. We were standing in his motherโ€™s driveway, surrounded by moss and azaleas. The conversation was wrapped up. I had to leave.  It was at this interim that my friend told me about Black Bottom. Black men being kidnapped – made to work on shine stills, believing they would be returned home. But they werenโ€™t. They never returned home. They were killed. Never to be seen by their loved ones again. It left me numb. Puzzled. Wondering. What the โ€”โ€” ? I went into a state of shock.

I have heard and seen many disturbing things in my life. This was another one. How shattering are these words to my mind. Itโ€™s a hammer. A sledge hammer. Hammering. 

Disturbing and nefarious conditions can rule a manโ€™s mind. A lust for power, no longer wanting to be the gum stuck on the bottom of a manโ€™s shoe. Sitting in front of a five and dime, in a rocker. The sun shining, the trees shading the park. And the gum growing grittier and dirtier. Dirty enough to want change the situation. 

Iโ€™m a fifth generation Westsider.
Some of my ancestors have been moonshiners. All were farmers and dairy people. Some were meaner than others. They were all racists and all capable of killing. Some had made their way from Suwannee County. Those were the true pine people. The bottom of the barrel. Thereโ€™s no one lower than the people of the pines. Only blacks. In a poor whiteโ€™s mind. 

They lived together, worked together. It was all unusual and peculiar. But people wanted work. No one wants to starve.

Black Bottom was not something I talked about to anyone, There are many things that have been told to me, or I over heard. But nothing like that.  What do you do with that kind of information? 

Then one day, years later, I stumbled onto a writing. It mentioned – Black Bottom.
Black Bottom – a specific place. A creek bank along highway ninety. 
Jacksonville is a big spread of land.

Its population has always been a high percentage of blacks. They were originially brought here from Senegal Africa as slaves, in 1814 where they continuted to worked as slaves until 1865.  

My great- grandmother Elizabeth Peterson Lowe was Scotch Irish, born on the other side of town. Not by the Kingsley Plantation, but on a dusty trail in the woods. In the pines. She was born in 1861 the year the civil war began, in the family farm house on Blair Road. In whatโ€™s known as Whitehouse/ Westside. The far west of Jacksonville.

โ€˜There are three distinct divisions of the Westside. From the elite wealth of the St.Johns/ Ortega River  – the people that I went to school with – to the dusty trails and cedar swamp of Whitehouse. My mother went to Whitehouse Elementary and also St. Paulโ€™s in Riverside. Many of my family still live on Blair Rd.

And there like everywhere else, people are just being typical people. Everybody wants. And they want more. And theyโ€™ll go to great lengths to get it. 

Cummer is a name weโ€™re all familiar with. They made their way in the logging industry. But they werenโ€™t Southerners. They came from down from Michigan. They werenโ€™t part of the poor immigrants making their way to Florida through South Georgia. Feeding on swamp cabbage. They had their sabal palms graced on their lawns as they should be. They were the top.The bosses.The ones who gave the orders to the turpentine workers, logging men and all involved. If you ever saw a man with extra long thumbs, you knew he had either been kidnapped off the highway to work in the pines or had been hung by his digits, as a punishment. And would be forever deformed, marked and handicapped.

The people who ran the pine tree industry were brutal people. Iโ€™m sure some werenโ€™t as mean as others. Like the ladies.There were the debutante bridge parties. They had their China tea cups filled with the finest homemade liquor. Many of them, a part of Carrie Nationโ€™s failed, nobal social experiment. This is the Wealthy Westside.

The middle starts at Roosevelt Bvld. And ends at Cahoon Rd. They are simply the people, in the middle. I donโ€™t know much as much about them.

And you know the little Whitehouse/Westside ladies dipping snuff and snapping peas had their hooch in a tin can. – Their elements of escape were not a game. It didnโ€™t hurt to carry a , small of course, iron skillet in your knitting bag. 
Prohibition years were 1920 – 1933. Just go ahead and tell people they canโ€™t do something, like drink a beer. And see what happens. The wealthy will create drinks so expensive, there couldnโ€™t possibly be anything illegal about that. And do you really think any of them went to jail for their offenses.

No one ever saw or heard a thing. 

The Hyslers are an old Jax family that came from Jones County and settled in Whitehouse. Many are still there. 

My family, the Peterson, Lowes were their neighbors. 

A close neighbor being two or three miles down the road.

Both families have been there for two hundred years, mas o menos.

Now, my people were Irish settlers, farmers and gamblers. They were Catholics with holy cards and crucifixes, a whiskey at five oโ€™clock. A bit off beat with the general population of the neighborhood, who were hard shell Baptists, bringing in the sheeves. We were heathens and they were pagans.

And their drinks were, well, letโ€™s just say they didnโ€™t drink.

All these ole Jax folks are now laying dead, somewhere.

Last year, meeting with a journalist/writer/ not historian โ€” my ancestors laying in their graves in the Historic Gravely Hill section of  Riverside Memorial were called miscreants.  All of them. Lumped together and thrown into the barrel of devious despair. 

I was shocked. But before I could be truly shocked, I had to look up the word miscreant. 
a person who behaves badly in a way that breaks the law –

Ok – I might be a miscreant, but I am not a criminal. First. You have to be caught and then you have to be convicted, to qualify. And even then you could be innocent. 

Some of you here to day might be. No worries – Iโ€™m not going to ask you to raise your hand.

And this fictional story that I have written is just that. Fiction.
And even if stories are printed in the news. Journalized. They could still be untrue.

Today, we live in a time of gotcha journalism. 

And there they all lay, my ancestors. Dead. In death we are all on the same level. Dead. 

No one cares who you are or where you came from. Sometimes your life just becomes a story. Open for criticism from the puritanical, to the worshipers of evil.

As of today, I am not dead and I do care. Thatโ€™s why I want tell this story the best I can.

Black Bottom, it is at the nadar of our collective conciousness, of Jackonville Florida. All of Jacksonville.

That is Black Bottom.

Woe – O Black Bottom
The earth shook the bones loose. Over the course of passing years and many hurricanes,โ€จ Irma had been the one. She sent the normally sedintery waters rushing. The trees bent and the river rose. All human life had run for cover. The animals were the first to evacuate. Mother Nature was at work. The sediment, soaked and satureated, pulled the mud from the bones. They loosened. Bit by bit they rose The fast moving water sucked them to the surface. They saw the sunlight, on the day the storm settled. In the eye they winked. Finally. We are here once again.

The Corazon of Costa Rica

Once upon a time I stayed at a surf camp, called the Can Licky. The owner, a woman who professed to be a witch and performed cantations owned the joint.

Like the dumb ass that I have always been. I helped her. Not with incantations, but with finances. And her children. Not a lot, but I was generous.

She had a daughter who sat in a child’s wooden chair and stared into space all day. I would bring her books back from the states. Harry Potter mostly.

Little did I know the family was Peruvian Mafia. Still are as far as I know.

God knows, the literal millions they have stolen to support their lives in CR and to keep themselves out of trouble with the drug militias. Deaths are meaningless to them. If it puts a dollar in their pocket.

No incantation from me. No St. Francis horse hair.

I ran because I was threatened.

Costa Rica has a lovely Corazon.

I try. But I have been here many years here and I have seen behind the curtain.

AI please help me write about the jackass waiter. He cried, because I complained his coffee sucked. And it did, to me.

This dishonorable and corrupt, fraudulent woman has a dark Corozon. She is maneuvering. Full of lies and deceit, working to steal land. With no regard or conscious. Like mother, like daughter. Make it sound sweet. Like she’s really nice. Like I’m really nice.

All is well, in Costa Rica.

Apology accepted.

Go suck on someone else’s corozon. You are not fooling me.

Exploring Themes of Belonging in the Fragmented Soul

The aircraft cracked in half, a seed-pod giving up its spores, an egg yielding its mystery. Two actors, prancing Gibreel and buttony, pursed Mr Saladin Chamcha, fell like titbits of tobacco from a broken old cigar. Above, behind, below them in the void there hung reclining seats, stereophonic headsets, drinks trolleys, motion discomfort receptacles, disembarkation cards, duty-free video games, braided caps, paper cups, blankets, oxygen masks. Also โ€“ for there had been more than a few migrants aboard, yes, quite a quantity of wives who had been grilled by reasonable, doing-their-job officials about the length of and distinguishing moles upon their husbandsโ€™ genitalia, a sufficiency of children upon whose legitimacy the British Government had cast its ever-reasonable doubts โ€“ mingling with the remnants of the plane, equally fragmented, equally absurd, there floated the debris of the soul, broken memories, sloughed-off selves, severed mother-tongues, violated privacies, untranslatable jokes, extinguished futures, lost loves, the forgotten meaning of hollow, booming words, land, belonging, home. Knocked a little silly by the blast, Gibreel and Saladin plummeted like bundles dropped by some carelessly open-beaked stork, and because Chamcha was going down head first, in the recommended position for babies entering the birth canal, he commenced to feel a low irritation at the otherโ€™s refusal to fall in plain fashion. Saladin nosedived while Farishta embraced air, hugging it with his arms and legs, a flailing, overwrought actor without techniques of restraint. Below, cloud-covered, awaiting their entrance, the slow congealed currents of the English Sleeve, the appointed zone of their watery reincarnation.

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No One is Beyond Repair

Cleo entered the Holiday Inn Hotel room. The curtains drawn, creating a darkness in the room. Johanna laid in the bed. Her face was black, from a vicious beating, but she smiled. “Hey there,” she said.

The room of Cleo’s mind was like usual. Quiet and observing.

The Skinny Boy was happy. He and Johanna had been playing cards. Cards spread on the bed’s blanket, covering her ribs that were as battered as her face. The target of Cleo’s father’s shiny patten leather shoes. The shoes that she loved to polish to make him happy. Anything to make him happy.

An impossible task.

We, myself and my sister were shuffled off to the bowling alley next door, where we tossed the balls in a most serious manner for three days. They knew how to bowl. Johanna had made sure they had lessons. Bowling. Ah. It sucks. But Johanna had bowled a 300. The trophy resting over their fireplace at home. Cleo would never be her mother’s young protege. She tried but she had a penchant for the gutter.

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Soul Sale

My soul is not for sale.

Cells are whirling. Balls are flying, Trees are snatched by the roots and tossed. I feel the race,
once again.

The winds change
I live in the lull
I sit in silence

No dream today
not yet

mind and body
push and pull

white sand and oil
smiles abound

Who are these teeth?

That SMILE



Granny Grunt Goes Fishing

I graduated with a BFA in figure painting in 1996. When I left the university some teachers were complaining that the students wouldn’t even bother to draw. “Why should we? We can just trace.”

I left the convenience of a studio I had created. I walked away from the world I knew to go surfing and to live in CR. There has been one adventure/blustering sand filled, mud slung piece of hell after another. With rays from heaven piercing the clouds, like arrows, to my soul. And now here I am.

Fish Eye. Looking at the big picture.

I’m looking back. It’s hard to believe.

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howl

The first monkey let out its howl. It’s 5:41. Their howl is more like a growl. They are relatively small monkeys and their voice, made big, is surely some sort of evolutionary protection.

Evolutionary protection.

We could all use a pound or two of that right now.

The howl/growl has now become cacaphonic.

A lot like people life.

There’s obviously a leader. He won’t shut up. The tweets of the birds are reminiscent of the media. Different tones and paces. More chime in. Different voices. Layered.

As the cool, fresh, clean air comes through the doorway. I hear the crash of the waves.

HOWL!

What’s next?

I don’t know.

And neither does anyone else.

I have no clear sense of direction. How could I? One does certain things in life, expecting things to occur. The results of your hard work and perseverance. MML That just doesn’t work for me. I truly have to live my life one day at a time.

Exodus

My story is not one of arriving into the paradise of Tamarindo, 2024. Mine is one of running.

When I first became acquainted with the wild remote nature of Costa Rica, my world changed. The streets were dusty and bare. I would see the same hard bodied, man bunned, tattooed fellow in the street, on each trip to town. He would be walking down the hill. One man, one car – ours. It was a different world. 

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